hunger banquet

we were supposed to have a hunger banquet tonight.

i was hungry.

i was cold.

i don't know how homeless people could stand to be outside during this time.

questioning faith in medicine

working at st. john's has caused me to question where my faith is. is it in God who can divinely heal? or is it in medicine that can provide palliative efforts toward rehabilitation?

i don't know.

but i love practicum-ing at the hospital despite witnessing people puke and yell at me.... :/ it's a place i feel comfortable.

i'm staying in springfield.

i've decided that.



i think i should pray and fast about that.

and fast about what my living situation is going to be.

*sigh

God is good!!

:D

i want to go on a missions trip.

i've never been on one before. i've never been out of the country (canada doesn't count)

there are so many things on my mind