heavy-laden

My biggest gripe today was in chapel when the speaker demonstrated the power of racism in the 1950s. he had all the minority students stand up in front of everyone and relocate to the back of the chapel. i was among them and i dunno.. it spoke more volumes to me than probably a lot of other people. the girls on my floor didn't really show much, which i didn't know how to react. to me, it felt like they didn't care that i had to move seats.. maybe they thought it was funny to them? i don't know...

i'm feeling a bit critical of myself lately... there are reasons that i'll just ask you to pray for me.

the weekend should be good.

*sigh