tracks of my tears

i know i've sounded increasingly depressed lately. there's no lying about that b/c i am.

it's the truth.

i'm trying really hard to shake it, but i just haven't been able to.

i thought of this song today:

People say I'm the life of the party
Because I tell a joke or two
Although I might be laughing loud and hearty
Deep inside I'm blue
So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears..


so-o-o-o-o me right now.