proverbs 30

i read this today b/c i honestly didn't know where to start. it was the first time i really picked up my bible on my own since i've been back. there were so many passages that spoke to me, but i cn't remember them right now b/c it's 300am and i should get to sleep.

i worked my third double this week. i'm weary. proverbs 30 talks a little about that and give so much insight into behavior and how to treat others.

today, i was told that i was fat last year. i'm actually the same size. stupid people.

i'm really tired.

i changed my myspace layout to butterflies. i'm strangely fascinated by them. ralph mcmanus' book, soul cravings talks a little about that. how caterpillars are given the chance to transform.. their only means for survival. the process they go through, the innate sense to transform... since being saved, i've had that need... that need to become a butterfly... i was never meant to crawl around in my life. no, i don't believe in the reincarnation thing (even though my parents do)

i've worked about 44 hours this week.

i'm really, really tired