It's been a WHOLE MONTH! yikes!

sorry for not keeping up on this thing. it's been (yes) a month (almost exactly) since i last updated you on this. sorry about that. since then, there've been so many things that have happened. there was the collision leadership conference some weeks ago that really revitalized my faith and purpose: to become a river and not a flood.

i got the b&b position for the school for this next school year. i'm a little nervous about the commitment that it will take. but i think i'm more nervous about all of the other things that i want to do.

i feel changed. my heart is not in the same condition it used to be in, which is good in a lot of ways, but there's still work that needs to be done. i wish more and more to become the woman God has intended me to become but feel so hindered by things in front of me.

i've just been.. i dunno.. i'm feeling a lack of motivation to do anything. i'm irritated. i don't want to go home. Lord, change my heart to not be so critical of others or myself.