screaming drugs

i heard a blood curdling scream today. it was the cry of a man in pain. he had a brain injury as a result of a motor vehicle accident. this man, who was described as docile by his mother, was unconsciously injuring staff members by trying to break their arms and screaming sexual obscenities.

i don't know how much of it is pain and how much of it is his injury. but i was scared of this man.

i forgot to mention that i told his wife he was still on drugs.

hearing her cry on the phone was very hard for me... and so emotionally draining.

the poor guy's family fell apart because of his poor choices.

i pray my husband never goes down that path.

pic of meth mouth.

don't do it.

11 days from graduation

i'm sitting in research class and we're talking about the will of God.

the will of God.

what is the will of God?

does God have a will?

hm..

what is God's will for my life? can His will even be defined?

Prof Qualls says that God is more interested in our relationship with him rather than the things that we do in our lives.

I do think that the things we do can dictate the relationship that we have with God.



I have no idea what I am going to be doing with my life.

I've applied to St. John's, but they haven't gotten back to me yet.






I woke up in love with Jesus today. it was a great feeling

it was a good day.