alone

so i was at the fb game today and i have never felt more alone in an endless crowd of people.

i think i figured out what's wrong with me:
i got so sick of playing the dumb cheerleader for everyone and now, there's no dumb cheerleader for me.

yeah... i think that's it.

i wish for the closeness we once had.

yeah

that.

where did it go?



i feel like such a stranger to you

i'd write you a letter

but i don't know where to start.